Welcome to the world again-

I wanted to do something good for my state-mind. I was going to take a weekend for thinking and pretending not to be here, I was here really. I just tried to pretend walking away and then I figured out that I can’t walk away of the troubles because I still thinking of it. I wanted to disappear for a weekend, but I realized that I’ve disappeared only for them. I wasn’t missed, I was right here, watching everything, and listening it all. They must tough that I was somewhere, if they ever though about me, but I wasn’t really. Even if I pretended to be missed for them, what by the way it wasn’t what I really wanted to do, I didn’t wanted to come back. I wanted to stay there in the no-existential-existence, what is a little more pathetic. I only saw that they didn’t care. Had a terrible weekend, where I saw how much the people care about me. That’s the why of: why I didn’t wanted to come back to world, their world.

 I’m much better now, I have to assume this. I won’t stay just here watching and listening I think I deserve much more than that. And I love so much myself that I can’t allow this to happen. That’s why I still here, trying.

 “You can choose: be crying and release yourself of pain, what it only will take you to lose. Or you can choose, go for the hard one and try even if you fall down, you have some chances to win there.”

This’s for those who care about me this days.

Camilita Sol

Team Delena♥

Team Ian Somerhalder♥

Well your faith was strong but you needed proof
you saw her bathing on the roof
her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you
she tied you to a kitchen chair
she broke your throne and she cut your hair
and from your lips she drew the hallelujah.

"Why are you shouting to me?"

I know that I'm kinda obsessed, but I love him, I seriously do. Why people can love artists and I can't? I'm able to love whoever I want to love like you are. You can't judge me about loving, that's about feelings and you can't change me. I love this artist because is one of the bests I ever saw. Yeah! it is for me! and what? should I be ashamed of that? I'm sorry, but I'm not. I'm proud of that, is something I don't regret. Everyone says "Oh you love him so much" in a disgusting way to me. Why people? Who am I that I can't love him? Can't I love him because he's not Al Pacino? Can't I love him because he's not amazingly knowed? Well,

I FUCKING LOVE HIM :)  

And this's all about, I won't stop loving him! 

I LOVE YOU IAN SOMERHALDER!

I SO FUCKING LOVE YOU! ♥

Camilita Sol

Team Delena♥

Team Ian Somerhalder♥

 

Doi                       ng so                       me art~

That's                        my art*                        

I toook your                        hand and I                        promised I will;
 Never fail~*                        

*Sisters forever*

                       

Camilita Sol

Team Delena♥

Team Ian Somerhalder♥

                       

I still thinkin about it

This's not aggression, this's expression

 

I'm wishing it, I'm seriously wishing it

My little sist and her little tiny pink shoes

We I still trying hard on this. Can’t reach anything, even if we I try. We I don’t understand at all if this’s good or if this’s bad. We I just know, what we I want and we I will get it-

I had a little time yesterday when I wans’t studying (like I should being) and I did this to share with you all.

This is “Elijah story: vampires looks humans candy shop”

First pic, the big one. After that I’ll put the same pics separated.

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Tuve un tiempito ayer cuando no estaba estudiando (como tendría que haber hecho) e hize esto para compartirlo con ustedes.

Esto es: “La historia de Elijah: Los vampiros parecen humanos confitería”

Primero, la imagen grande. Después están las mismas por separado.